old primeval terror of life. Once she cried aloud, and woke
Jurgis, who was tired and cross. After that she learned to
weep silently -- their moods so seldom came together now!
It was as if their hopes were buried in separate graves.

Jurgis, being a man, had troubles of his own. There
was another specter following him. He had never spoken
of it, nor would he allow any one else to speak of it -- he
had never acknowledged its existence to himself. Yet the
battle with it took all the manhood that he had -- and once
or twice, alas, a little more. Jurgis had discovered drink.

He was working in the steaming pit of hell; day after
day, week after week -- until now there was not an organ
of his body that did its work without pain, until the sound
of ocean breakers echoed in his head day and night, and
the buildings swayed and danced before him as he went
down the street. And from all the unending horror of
this there was a respite, a deliverance -- he could drink!
He could forget the pain, he could slip off the burden; he
would see clearly again, he would be master of his brain,
of his thoughts, of his will. His dead self would stir in
him, and he would find himself laughing and cracking
jokes with his companions -- he would be a man again,
and master of his life.

It was not an easy thing for Jurgis to take more than
two or three drinks. With the first drink he could eat a
meal, and he could persuade himself that that was econ~
omy; with the second he could eat another meal -- but
there would come a time when he could eat no more, and
then to pay for a drink was an unthinkable extravagance,
a defiance of the age-long instincts of his hunger-haunted
class. One day, however, he took the plunge, and drank
up all that he had in his pockets, and went home half
"piped," as the men phrase it. He was happier than he
had been in a year; and yet, because he knew that the
happiness would not last, he was savage, too -- with those
who would wreck it, and with the world, and with his
life; and then again, beneath this, he was sick with the
shame of himself. Afterward, when he saw the despair of
his family, and reckoned up the money he had spent, the

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