for a mass, and paid for it in advance, lest she should be
tempted too sorely at home. She brought also a bit of
stale rye-bread that someone had given her, and with that
they quieted the children and got them to sleep. Then
she came over to Jurgis and sat down beside him.
She said not a word of reproach -- she and Marija had
chosen that course before; she would only plead with
him, here by the corpse of his dead wife. Already Elz~
bieta had choked down her tears, grief being crowded out
of her soul by fear. She had to bury one of her children
-- but then she had done it three times before, and each
time risen up and gone back to take up the battle for the
rest. Elzbieta was one of the primitive creatures: like the
angleworm, which goes on living though cut in half; like
a hen, which, deprived of her chickens one by one, will
mother the last that is left her. She did this because it
was her nature -- she asked no questions about the justice
of it, nor the worthwhileness of life in which destruction
and death ran riot.
And this old common-sense view she labored to impress
upon Jurgis, pleading with him with tears in her eyes.
Ona was dead, but the others were left and they must be
saved. She did not ask for her own children. She and
Marija could care for them somehow, but there was Anta~
nas, his own son. Ona had given Antanas to him -- the
little fellow was the only remembrance of her that he had;
he must treasure it and protect it, he must show himself
a man. He knew what Ona would have had him do,
what she would ask of him at this moment, if she could
speak to him. It was a terrible thing that she should have
died as she had; but the life had been too hard for her,
and she had to go. It was terrible that they were not
able to bury her, that he could not even have a day to
mourn her -- but so it was. Their fate was pressing;
they had not a cent, and the children would perish -- some
money must be had. Could he not be a man for Ona's
sake, and pull himself together? In a little while they
would be out of danger -- now that they had given up
the house they could live more cheaply, and with all the
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